Dreams of college life

As decided by the govt.

We are about to have our public exams on May  __!
And currently, I am really tired of writing exams after exams repeatedly.
Such that even day after tommorow I have my commerce exam!
Yet still, I couldn't control myself,
From penning down my musings!
For all those reading this post,
I don't know who you are, but all I could assume to myself is that:

You are just like me, a girl dreaming of her college life or you have completed your higher studies and working  or maybe you are on your way to graduation!
Anyways, how much ever I try to categorize you into groups, we are all humans,
We all would have atleast dreamt for once of our college life,
And that's how we all are...
And today instead of learning for my exams,
I'm here writing this,
(Reality:My parents assume that, i'm writing down,
The things I've mugged up, readers pls maintain the secret well😊 let their assumption be right)
And now,coming back
Still there's around two to three months,
For the academic year to end,
But I have already started my shopping,
For college (Dear readers, it's not the books or notebooks🤣that I've started shopping,but it's all the casual and ethnic wears,backpacks that have good quotes or designs in it)
The irony here is that,
I've still haven't even researched about the courses to study and the college to get in,
And now I've started researching about the best smartphones available in the market,
Which has the qualifications of:
Long lasting battery
And
A camera that has ____megapixels
I ain't sure about the megapixels that a mobile should pocess coz I ain't a comp.sci student,
And I'm damn sure my parents would question me, (if they happen to read this) that it isn't necessary to be a comp. Sci student to know about e gadgets!
According to my parents, (studying  refers to not just studying the subjects but it's all about increasing your knowledge) (Define-studying)
And once I get the smartphone,
Have to open a personal instagram acc,
To post pics and reels in it!
Yes,it's true... I'm am this much __age and still do not have a separate acc for me!
But for some of us sometimes,
College life is just the same!
Instead of revision and terminal exams,
We are again said to write exams in the name of "semesters"!
Thinking of the word college,
Itself gives me immense pleasure and joyesness!
Yet the one thing that stirs my heart is that,
"Its not just going to be the same again!"
Yes, the old gang, the __classroom, the fun in the recess breaks, the checked uniforms, the black heeled shoes(which gives an illusion of me being an inch taller), the braided hair...
At times, I imagine myself,
riding the car at a distance,
Seeing the school where I've studied,played and enjoyed,
Saying to the person next to me,
"This is where I studied....with a smile outside and a drop of tears inside..

_Vedha